im enjoying it, just been chilling, had so much fun at the park. i never could have thought it would be fun during the day. but it was. also went to the stros game w lance and that was so fun. i love just chillin with ppl and not having any drama or such things between us. just friends never felt so good. it would be fun to be in a relationship, but u know, theres no pressure no expectations, just awsomness that never ends.

in other news my two jobs are completly cool. met some new friends and have seen some old ones.

and in other other news, next wednesday my recruiter is taking me to a hotel w other recruits, i guess thats wat u call us, and at 3:30 in the morning i start my physical and processing. its gonna invade all my privacies, and im still gonna do it. lol.


life is so good now.

i do miss my bff's tho and we all needs to chill

yep ive got a plan

wont let myself fail and believe false things

just got to avoid certain things and situations
im doing really good actuelly.

and until ive got everything really handled in my life, i wont let ppl too close to me, i.e. relation ships

summer makes it easier too.



this week of just enjoying the moments has been amazing. ive had to worry about nothing. and just chilling w a bunch of friends is amazing, even though i suck at ultimate frisbee and volly ball its still a blast just playing around

i laugh at ppls retardedness and mine own

but oh well im happy and having a good time enjoying myself

this past weekend was amazing and i learned some cool things about myself

example:

when at 3 in the morning and i am being evacuated out of my hotel room because of a bomb threat, i will and did put on clothes and thought about what to save, i thought about taking my music, ended up saying no and saved my camera, fone, and ipod.


:)

i honestly could give a rats ass about some ppls problems

other ppls it may seem like idc but really i dont know how to respond so dont get offended


btw i realized something
in the face of eminent danger and regret
i feel bad infact horrible only cuz i cant help others

true fact

if ur lucky enough to hear the story ull understand

those who dont hear it

understand its difficult 4 me to tell it cuz ive lied to everyone about what really happened plus its horrible